I want to melt every time I look in those deep, dark eyes...

SO YUMMY

BRACESSS!!!! CUTE :):):)

I love this pout :)

NICE tummy

I decided that I haven't really posted any pictures for a while. I was just browsing my pictures, and came across a little secret folder I made a few months ago. It was hiding amongst some pictures of Van Gogh, i have on my PC. Well here are some of them that I found.

I like them.

(This post is very centered!) Interesting.

Love

You

All

x

Hair and Shopping

At the moment, I am sitting at my dining room table, listening to You Me At Six, and singing very loudly.


I dunno what to talk about, but I just wanted to post. SO. Whats new?? Erm, well, I bought some clothes yesterday! Woopeee non? I bought a pair of purple shoes from Topshop...erm a Blue duffel coat and a pair of stripey shorts. I had some money left from my travels in France, so I thought "why not?". I love shopping. There is something supremely satisfying about going into a shop, finding something you like, trying it on, seeing that it looks Great and then buying it. The woman on the till asked me if I was 18 as well! Which was quite good really. So apparently I look 18! Haha, that is probably due to my new hair! Yup, Finally got round to getting the CHOP!

I shall try to describe to you lovely people what my hair now looks like.

Let us use some diagrammatic examples


Joey's Hair BEFORE:

I love having long hair. It makes me stand out from the crowd (certainly at my school). But I have to admit that it was getting a weee bit CRAZY.


AND Joey's Hair now......

I think it looks much better! It actually DOES look like this, so I am a happy bunny. My grandma says I look like a "Handsome Boy". As long as I have the approval of my Grandma, I am pleased. hehe. It is shorter, but suits me more I think...and it will grow! :) :)

Well, tis it for now I think.

Love you all,

J xxx

ps. These pictures are not of me...but the hair styles are as close as I can find to mine :)

Pictures

I thought that it would be good to post a few pictures :)

Here are a few pics of a boy called Jay Carpenter. A friend who goes by the name Southern sent them to me. I give him credit for finding these. Don't you agree he is quite attractive? :)

Love,

J xx

I wonder....

I have this friend at school, let us call him Oliver (hhmm I like that name..). We are quite good friends, he is in my German and Mathematics set. I like him. He has bright blond hair and blue eyes. He is quite attractive. He keeps hinting to me, whether I am over imagining or looking too much into them I don't know, but I have a sneaking suspicion that he may be gay, or bi. He had a girlfriend for almost a year, someone who I am quite close to also. She is a lovely girl :]

Anywhoo..today before my German Exam [which I aced], he walked down to where we were all standing and as per usual I greeted him. Then he said

"Hi, is was going to grab your ass but you turned round." Interesting no?

Then I chuckled nervously, although I don't think anyone noticed. We also call each other "babe" but in a strictly jokey way....or is it!??

I wouldn't say he was a particularly effeminate boy, but he is not overly masculine. He always blipped on my "gaydar" -- if it even exists --. But today I was certainly intrigued more than normal.

So, I decided to go out on a limb......

Got you guessing eh??

Ponder and guess whilst looking at these cuties:

Hehe, did I keep you guessing?

Well, it was nothing serious, although it was very pleasant.

We were walking up the stairs and I held out my hand, wondering if he would take it. He did. No hesitation, no confused look. Then I wondered how long he would hold on for. It was all the way up and round the corner. To me it seemed like quite a long time, for a straight boy to hold on. We were chatting as well and laughing.

"Why are we still holding hands?" He asked, eventually.

I just smiled.

So, I think there may be more to Oliver than meets the eye. Although the eye does not go wanting. Hehe, I like that phrase its cute.

The more I think about this, the more it seems to be a quite plausible hypothesis:
Yesterday we were playing "footsie."

Instead of high-fiving or just saying hello, he always hugs me in greeting.

We frequently wink at each other, I don't even know why?!

As I said he calls me "babe".

The jokes he comes out with, seem to often involve homosexuality or something similar.

Apart from his previous girlfriend, I haven't seen him looking at any girls.

Oh!! At our prom, he insisted on dancing with me for a brief period.

He complements me quite a lot.

This may be looking to much into it, but I think he gives me "that" smile. I hope you understand what I mean by that :]


Well everyone...that's the story for today!! :D


It would be really nice if Oliver turned out to be gay or bi.

*fingers crossed*



Love,



J xxx

Beauty

Beauty is a fickle thing.

Those who are beautiful are those who are admired, longed after and loved. We live in a soceity where beauty denotes a sense of power and of wealth.

But what is beauty? I believe that it is not something that we can touch or grab hold of. We see the effects of beauty. We cannot hold beauty in our hands but we can hold something/someone who is beautiful in our hands. At the moment it is interesting to hear people on the television or the stage described as "beautiful". But how can we quantify beauty? Is it something that we can measure by the number of sexual partners we have? Or perhaps it is defined by the number of friends we have, either in the form of friends we see everday and are really close to, or those whom we are friends with on facebook. Maybe it is simply the effect that we have on other people. You could say that the person you fancy and fantasise about is a beautiful person. But this then highlights another question. Is one person absolutely beautiful? Is one person beautiful in every sense?

I would have to disagree. For one person, their idea of beauty may be completely different from the opinion of another person. I think that it all depends on personal preference and choice. I think that the boys depicted below are beautiful, but many might disagree with this.

But why?

Is it something to do with our genetic makeup, that attracts us to a certain type of person, either boy or girl. Even though I am gay, I most certainly think that many girls are extremely beautiful or stunning. But male and female beauty are two different things.

Ancient peoples thought that the true attribute of beauty was symmetry. The Taj Mahal is categorically a very beautiful building. This is widely though to be due to its almost perfectly symettrical shape. This had led people to argue that this must mean that people with symmetrical features are beautiful people. Physiologists have also argued that women with a waist to hip ratio of 0.70 are beautiful.

Male beauty. What can I write about this? I can only give you what I think consits of a beautiful boy. The criteria are as follows :]

I think that the first thing about a boy I notice is their hair. I love hair, I think that it defines a person. I have to say that I find floppy hair the most attracitve, whilst I have to say that boys with spikey hair have a certain "je ne sais quois"! Next comes the eyes. Hazel are my personal favourite, however, any boy with magical eyes that seem to draw you in is beautiful in my books. The rest of the face would have a flawless quality about it, with full lips and a subtle not overly pointed or bulging nose. After the face comes the rest of the body. I think that any body that is in proportion, not overly chubby is good. And of course, a nice bum is called for!!

Well, thats about it. quite a long one today. Hope you didn't mind my little rant! I'll try to write more on this topic soon. Keep checking! Im going to try and post as often as I can.

I will leave you with a few pictures of a few beautiful boys

Peace out!

J

Hehe! :-]

Had a good day, so I thought that a few nice pictures were called for!

Not too bad after all

School ended today, im off on exam leave! HORRAY!! :-]

It was a good day as days go. Sixth Formers did their usual last assembly prank :) this year we were treated to someone in a Chicken Suit (I shall name no name!!). It certainly made my morning. Hmm...I wonder what would be a good thing to do for our "Prank", something memorable. Fireworks? No, too dangerous. Hmm...it is a subject i shall ponder.

I had a nice piece of fruit cake today.

Some people are leaving the school forever. :'[ Im gonna miss you guys. We have had some good times. Some of the best times were had with you lot and even though I wish you every success, I'm gonna miss you guys!! Oh dear, better stop now before I start to cry. **Sniff**

Anywho...I suppose that exam leave should entail revision revision revision. Hopefully I will get as much of that done as I can.

Ahhh got my first Exam Tomorrow!!! Scary stuff. Fingers crossed.

Oh and for no specific reason:

Crush #1

I suppose I may have a bit of a crush on him!! But its understandable right?? :-]